Celebration for you guys.
Haha.I've heard enough.
And whenever people leave the cellgroup, you guys just go "immature". So carry on calling me immature. I don't give a damn about it. (:


Saturday's Night:Just when i wasn't in church for the second week.


Example 1:
carmen, i really have to tell u smthing
: a friendship is a 2 way thing wun u agree?
Carmen; says: yar:
and as your friend, u make me feel like giving up on u


Example 2...:
Forget it why am i even talking to you...
: Lead your own life as how you want to k...
: Then carry on and sink into your naive world...
: I don't wish to help you anymore too


Example 3:
u couldnt make it today? or r u avoiding us?


Example 4:
It was the worst actually.Kept pushing me to reply n talk things out.? -.-
But since the person apologised sincerely, shall try to forgive then.


And later:: carmen...
she is a good gal
: kindhearted
: she can understand ppl
: she is someone
: ppl can believe
: a true friend that will NEVER leave people


I dunno what's the problem with you guys. But it's so obvious. This whole thing is getting up to the nerves of me.
I had enough.
Try feeling how i feel. when people just messaged you all these stuffs together on the same night.
Come on, is just two weeks.
Moreover, i even attended sunday's service on the second week.And what is this? Lecturing?
Is not even nice to be called lecture.
And hello? Being the youngest in the cellgroup, doesn't mean i need help?
I don't get it what "HELP" you ppl are referring to okay.Last night, someone msg-ed me,
asking if he/she has hurt me uhhh.


: eh
: sorry for what i said before ya
: friends?Carmen; Why the sudden apology?
:_______ told me i hurt someone with what i said
: did i hurt u carmen?


TRY BEING IN MY SHOES.
And;This is not the end.
But these examples should be enough.
When I stand up for myself, I'm being called "cold" and "changed".I've changed ughhhh.
So many, finally revealing their true colours of how they feel about you.
So far. A year of friendship. One year.
Since, last easter, when I got saved.
Ha-Ha-Ha.
STOP.
Hurting me pls.
CHURCH PEOPLE.
Love each other, like brothers and sisters?
And when i told some i thought is a true friend, actually defended them.What else can i say. Huhhhhhhh.

: ignore them
: change cg
: hur
: or maybe
: act backslide so they'll be nice
: then go back
: hahahaha


And, found this in someone's blog.
cause she so many week nvn come..
come to thk of it actually i kind of miss her how she use to b..
full of life.. bringing dis cell grp life and its color..
each person give a diff color to the cg.. she kind of remind me of bright color like yellow orange and reali beautiful color..

2 weeks = many weeks?
HA HA HA.
W260;
Have hurt me so much. And, it's enough now.Seriously, E-N-O-U-G-H.
The one-year friendship has just ended.Just like that.
Still remembered how I got saved, during last year's easter's.
How the church members treated me so well.
But things are not like that, never the same, as time goes by.
Alright;
Shall end it here then.
Nothing else to say.
People. Just. Disappoint.

And,
I couldn't sleep the entire night last night.
Ending up, missing school today
.Ha-Ha-Ha.
Yes, obviously im not very good.
But I've gotten over it, after telling someoneee my problemssss.
Thankyou you-know-who! (:If only you were here, earlier. xD
T.H.E. E.N.D