Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [ x4 ]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
This song means a lot to me, and some of my close friends.
We used to be very close.
But some picks here and there, ahah, normal for us teens, growing up =/
Hahaha.
I remembered there's one pretty big fight that went out since, erm?
1 year plus/2 years?
A fight between Me and Her.
We blocked each other on Msn, "diao" each other in school, or rather ignore?
Yeah, it was a long fight.
It was like my friends and her friends can never get along comfortably. It was really freaking childish. Lol.
Like if my friends spoke to her friends or vice versa, both her face and I will just turn black. Lol.
I know they're like trapped in-between kinda thing.
And we used to be in the same clique.
And with such a big fight and a long one, and being in a different class the next year, we went seperate ways.
Hah.
It didn't stopped.
Dumb dumb.
We didn't talk for like months.
And finally, Lol.
The past is the past.
Uh-huhhhhh.
How did we patch back?
Lol. Fate? =/
We made it up like somewhere in the June holidays?
I unblocked her after sometime.
Lol.
And the most shocking thing was,
Over-time she became my best friend. Lol.
And we realised there were many misunderstandings in-between.
And we have quite a lot of things in common, especially from what we think, etcetc.
Probably around a year or so.
But for this year,
When I was still living at redhill still, she would dropby my place or I dropby hers.
Spoke over the phone pretty often, conferenced with some others sometimes.
It was nice.
Talking about this makes everyone laugh.
Lol.
It makes me laugh.
Bestwoman too.
Lol.
Those silly childish times, =x
And before she migrated due to some personal reasons,
This was the song that was last played during the last gahering. *CRIES*
While some Saturdays I was not in church,
some time were spent with them. Some Sundays too.
Before bestwoman left.
And as usual, not everyone can get along with everybody.
So folks, sometimes just gotta get used to it.
Part of life, part of life.
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dreamed.at .|. 9:10 PM