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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Okay since this is My blog i can write Anything. About myself. Heh.
Hmm hmm hmm,
I feel so distant with some of my used-to-be close friends.
I wanna catch up with some of them, but who to start of from.
Or rather, where to start from.
Some people let me down. I let some people down too. Mm, or rather disappointments.
Sigh, Seems like a cycle ugghh. =/
But rather what holds me back is like, hmm..
It hurts to know how some people had moved on with such-a-seemingly-cold-heart that shows they do not cherish friendships and neither gaining nor losing one friendship matters.
It also hurts how people misunderstand you or assume that you don't cherish friendships when both parties drift apart and nobody initiates to do anything to close-up the gap.
And when nobody initiates it, it simply means the problem doesn't lie with just one party.
It takes two to clap.
And because of this, I've been ranting to some of my still-keeping-close-in-touch-buddies.
Especially for some girls whose lifes seem so complicated and somehow it affects you, like complicating your life as well..
Oh wellwellwell, time to pick up the pieces and start start start.
Aaah, I have so much to say but only having so little said.
I hope all things will turn out well.

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